good people

im struggling today with what a good person is. i have been told many times that i am and deserve to be called a good person. so heres the deal im honest if you do something wrong ill tell you, if i do something wrong i tell people because i know its wrong. i also try to help as often as i can its a very reasonable effort i feel and others think i do more than i should. so why do i feel im not a good person well ill tell you why its because i am not helping make everyone around me happier every single second of my day im not always willing to lend a hand im not always there for advice im not always around to make others lives easier. i cant stand having to live a life for me i feel selfish working for money i feel the reason i dont think ill ever love what i do is because i have to make money in order to want to do it. i have to be able to afford to live, what a stupid statement im not one for the word stupid but being a good person in this day and age when you work for personal gain is stupid thats why people cant feel satasfied. maybe im being unrealistic i realise this is possible that some people may be perfectly happy doing what they love. one of my fathers statements is if you do what you love youll never work a day in your life. but if i truly love something i dont need a paycheque or a tip or even a thank you. thats my definition of a good person and trust me they dont exist.