Monday, 22 October 2012

Run away

sometimes i feel the need to run away. i just want the freedom of doing whatever i want to do that day. i dont want to keep going back and doing the same thing everyday. i want to run away and make everyone wonder where i am and what im doing i want them to think that im doing amazing things seeing all the sights and making the most of every moment. i want to think freely. i am going to stop myself there because im saying i want and dont want. instead im going to say i will and im going to stop doing all these things. i think changing your life is simple but not without its challenges

 
i like this idea of simplicity but the only problem being what we associate as good vs bad. but anyways changing your life is simple but you have to do it conciously and subconciously what i mean is if you say things like for example all my family can whistle really loud with their fingers and i was always so jealous so i said to myself one day ill figuire out a way to whistle that they cant and it took years of me saying this and i had completely forgot that i used to tell myself that until it was pointed out to me one day that i can now whistle with just my lips or teeth in a way thats so loud and way cooler than my familys its things like that but you can do it with bigger things as well like if you want to be more patient you can but you have to train yourself i guess this one is more of a concious effort everytime you can feel your patience wearing thin you just have to believe that you have more patience and you will! if you want to do something completely amazing if you keep saying that you will do it and you take the oppurtunitys that present themselves to you. youll find you can control every aspect of your life and sometimes even others. now this power is not to be abused if you continually say and expect the same things from people then why would they expect any different from themselves. example being lets say tommy isnt exactly the crazy type but him and you and some friends are jumping off of somewhere high into a river or something and your friends say that youll never do it and then just do it without you so you jump and prove them all wrong and life is good but tommy is scared and they all say he will never do it but then you say that you never know maybe he will its not offensive to anyone but it just lets him know that if he wants to change right then who he is he can and your the gateway for it and not only that he will appreciate you saying it even if he decides he doesnt want to anyways so your gaining his trust being a good person and not expecting anything from anyone and being a leader for yourself. wow i just made fun of myself for being quite the storyteller but at the same time im practising my storytelling skills because ive always admired people who can just bust out storys whenever they want and they are meaningful and make you think aha a perfect oppurtunity to say that one day ill be a fantastic storyteller. (just a beautiful way to complete this thought i would say)

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