forgetting and remembering

so i had a fantastic idea to write about today and wouldnt ya know it as soon as im ready to get to it i forget what it was all about im sure it started with a C but oh well. ive just had a thought that maybe when people forget things or have them on the tip of their tongue as the saying goes i wonder if there is a predictable way to decipher how to remember. so like using the clues that you do know and remember to figuire out what it is youve forgotten. i remembered it started with a C so i tried to think of words charisma, charm, cant, collected, corny but then i realised im just describing myself lol. but still no luck as to remembering. what was i doing when i thought of this idea well working but i believe i was complaining in my head about someone complaining being quite the c word and i could write a blog for that. complaining is awful and i need to practice not doing it so often. what was i complaining about? no idea i cant remember any exact details. therein lies my problem. country, cards, cumbersome, cool, company, constant, compelling ,competitive. so as you can tell i have lots of time to write these blogs but i am just slamming out these c words. i was hoping i could write about a formula to remember and then i would remember but its just not happening.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U6PoUg7jXsA

sometimes people try to forget things about themselves that they wish didnt exist sometimes it works usually it will come back up. i guess that depends on your inner strength. the ways i judge inner strength are many different ways. can you keep a secret? are you willing to step up when nobody else will or even step up before anyone else does? can you be true to your word even if it costs you more than its worth? are you happy? that last question is confusing what does happiness have to do with inner strength well ill tell you as i think this through its everything because if your not happy then i dont think you have any inner strength if you cant change your ways to become a happier person thats so weak in my opinion. ill leave you with a speech that a 13 year old girl wrote about inner strength it inspired me and makes me happy to read it

Strength. When some people hear that word they may think of external strength like lifting weights and building muscles, but when i think of strength, i imagine the kind that is found deep down inside of us. It helps us through the bad and gives us the push to accomplish our goals and dreams it is in everyone and it controls our actions it keeps a person together and sane your internal strength may not be noticed until you absolutely need it there is a quote about this you gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience which you stop to look fear in the face” i think this quote truly explains where the internal strength comes from. I believe we all start out with a little bit of it but as we grow and we experience tough situations and embrace our fear. We increase the amount of strength we have inside of us. We all develop it andimprove on how we overcome the challenges we face in our lifetime. For example in the past year i have been faced with many hardships with my family and school. But as i faced those challenges i realized i had the strength to get through all of it because of this i am here today happy and at this camp i think of this ability as more of a hidden back up plan. When you think you wont be able to make it through a situation or reached a difficult level of sadness , this deep down strength suprises you and helps you through. Its an unconscious survival instinct our bodies have to deal with things that life throws at us i also believe that when people wether they be friends, family members, classmates, or role your role models usie internal strength it inspires us . it motivates us to be better and this ability seems to rub off on us we get stronger when they do. When i experience my sisters using this strength, i know i also feel like i can overcome anything.in conclusion internal strength is found in every single one of you. It is a beautiful ability that will always be there for you when you feel alone. It helps through hardships and inspires us.
                   
                  by L.W.

dont forget that rememberance day is coming so bust out a poppy after all why not?