sleep

there is a place to go in your mind for every situation. i dont believe that anyone is incapable of doing so. maybe they just dont know what its like to HATE or love. how can we ourselves know whether we actually feel these feelings or if we just know we are supposed to feel that way so we act it out? i struggle with that question i dont know if age or maturity move your feelings aside or if you can just handle them better as you get older. either way. i just wish i could sleep