Athiesm

i find that this world has gone on too long believing in someone or something or multiple someones or somethings. if this world really was started by one man where did he come from? why is it that people can be so foolish as to believe in this gigantic form of control. how many times have you donated to a church ? if you were born and raised with no way of knowing god existed and then someone told you that god existed would you believe them? i know i sure wouldnt. i hate the fact that this world has had its eyes covered and been held back by the church and so many people have wasted their lives if i was god i would want you to be happy i would also want you to help each other other than that you dont need too much else. this world is backwards we all do what we dont want to be doing everyday which is wasting our lives working for no real reason im not a hippy by any means i like technology and i like having material things but i could give everything up easy. imagine if money, religion, technology, and jobs didnt exist we would be in a world where everyone has to make their own food and work together in order to survive. millions if not billions would die i hate to say that but the world needs balance to be restored otherwise everything will end. im an athiest but that doesnt make me a bad person i feel that athiests get this condescention with them and its false.