i have a lot of hopes and dreams not enough lives to complete them all and not enough ambition to get a lot of them done. first and foremost I want to be a great father the way my dad has been for me he wasn't always around but I always think of how hard he worked and how much he has relaxed and loosened up since us kids now take care of ourselves. it means more to me than I would ever say to him I know I should but just wont. my mother was no exception in unbelievable parenting either she was always willing to do anything for us and pushed us to be our best but didn't push us anywhere we didn't want to go she always had just the right amount of tough love. there is no way I can repay them other than being successful. I consider myself successful but I am more I know I can do so much more I don't know if I will ever stop thinking that of myself and again that probably came from my parents, such lovely people. I miss them and wish I could be a part of their life everyday but I have to live my life ;-).
i know i could be talented with music i feel like if i had limitless time that's all i would want to do is create music and sing gosh how i love to sing super shy about it and self conscious but ive gotten a few compliments and a lot of criticism. the guitar has never really interested me ive always loved the piano something about the keys is just so sexy and such a connection. drums obviously because that's my rough side when i used to play the rockband drums with my cousin and stuff man i just loved it and got damn good at it too. people when they saw me play would always ask if i played drums for real that was a great feeling. i need to buy a book on how to read music for myself.
i could be a successful businessman as well i know my boss sees it in me and i see it in myself but i don't deal with people very well sometimes i get frustrated too easily and sometimes not frustrated enough. im great at my job i could teach anyone to do it but i think im so creative at it and just naturally gifted with the ways i can create things in my head and bring them to life i really like that. i want more from my job i could run all the people that work there except for one i would fire him in a heartbeat if i could. he is my friend but he is just so one dimensional and hateful and angry towards his job and women and life itself most of the time he is a tough person to accept but i do accept him as a person but i would fire him still it would be a good business decision he causes more problems than he solves and antagonizes everyone he works with takes all my patience everyday it feels like. i would grow the business when possible and just spread into every sector of the woodworking industry have our own installers do go out to jobsites and have us as suppliers we would communicate so much better and be able to save the customers so much money whilst making money ourselves maybe even get into the house building industry cooperate with other businesses that do interior design see what kinds of fun things we could create for the customer saving them more money because we built the home and finished it to exactly how they want it. saving money and having what you want whats more attractive than that. if you want something done fast then go buy a cookie cutout home that might cost less yes that's true but quality would be able to speak for itself.
politics should be known for being groundbreaking and earth shattering making such major steps towards sustainability and jobs for the future not for right now and about growing local businesses not being bought out by major labels and taking cheques for integrity local owned, local made, local supported. its better quality usually anyways because the people doing it actually care and don't poison food with chemicals to keep it from going bad because the longer it stays good the farther you can ship it and make your market bigger to make more money. privatization of every aspect of our culture is coming i feel it the wrong people have seen and figured out what the united states govt pulled off and now want to do the same to Canada I WONT ALLOW IT. there is just so much better ways of doing things public healthcare plus dental and vision its not a hard goal to reach we do it with healthcare but not dental and vision it just blows my mind its silly that we don't have public healthcare full coverage. a politician should be able to answer every question the people he serves asks he should not be berated over his personal life quite frankly i couldn't care less if he smokes crack and has a fetish for little boys or whatever it does not matter if he is trying to accomplish something to make the world a better place for the future. that's what politics should be about not the benefits of corporate CEOs because they invested in the campaign my question is how can these people actually exist. people who will force others to do as their told because of the money they donated and also the person willing to give up integrity because some jerk gave him some money. there is no price on a future that we could sustain ofcourse it cant all be good news. some people would no longer be allowed to procreate we have too many people on this planet too many sheep using up our precious planet i know how dark and harsh it seems but its not like everyone wouldn't have equal opportunity to earn the right to have children but it sure would make a lot more sense if you had to earn it rather than just be able to fuck bitches then oh shit she got preggers guess i better skip town like? honestly i think it should be earned i haven't figured out how it would be earned because some of the greatest people are from the worst situations and i hate that i want to restrict people from the love and joy children bring but it has to be done for a better future for everything
